Sapagkat Lahat ng Sustansiya ay Nasa Latak.
Isang bituing hayok sa laman. Uhaw sa kamalayan. Tigang sa kamulatan. Malawak at malikot ang imahinasyon. Mapusok ang mga pananaw. Mapaghamon ang mga paniniwala.
Nangungusap. Nagtatanong. Namumuna. Naghahanap. Nagpapayo. Higit sa lahat, nagmamahal.
I think one dose of youngblood entry would be enough for a day’s inspiration. Nakakapanghinayang lang na recent lang naging available online ang youngblood articles, this 2011 lang. Nagstart ito, as far as I can remember, 1993 0r 1994. I bought the three compilations of these articles. Paulit-ulit ko ring binabasa. I shared the books to Claire and Emae. Ang ganda kasi ng mga kwento. Iba talaga kapag charged to human experience ang sinusulat mo. There’s the sincerity. Unlike sa gagawan mo ng blog ang mga ganitong topic, advice advice kuno, talking about love when you’ve never been in love. I tried many times, oftentimes the political ones, and yes, I failed many times. Boring kasi. Hoho.
I am looking forward na makapagpublish din ako ng article ko sa youngblood, before I reached 30. Sa highblood column na kasi yon mapupunta. The version of 30 something and up. Ang youngblood kasi is for 20 something and below.
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Thank you monochromaticeye sa message mo sa ‘kin sa fb. It made my day. Sarap sa pakiramdam. You’re the first person who said those things. Actually, kahit tatlo lang kayo nila isangmalakingovens at binibiningkurdapya na “madalas” naglalike ng posts ko, whether personal or re-posted articles, I am contented. Actually, kahit wala nga okay lang eh. As I have said so in the past, I write to express and not to impress. My posts here don’t become fads, or were not being reblogged or do not become talk of the town. I do not promote myself, I do not post things like “hey ask me questions (as If I am a goddamn superstar)”. And of course eme eme lang mga nalalagay ko dito haha, unlike kay blabbingfreak, writeinspace, planethomesick etc. na talagang magaling mag-english. Ang seryosong posts ko lang dito ay the office, the shed, the lip gloss, the women, the homecoming, ladies first. The rest pa-sweet na lang. Mga wrong grammar na at di pinag-isipan. Hoho.
Anyways, this blog kasi is for personal use talaga kaya more reklamo ang mga drama dito. Pulitikal lang akong tao kaya mukhang sinasadya mga post dito, parang editorial column, pero seriously, it’s just an avenue for the words I wanted to say. Hindi naman kasi pwedeng magrally ako sa tapat ng Malakanyang o magsermon sa kalye to accord myself with freedom of expression. Kaya dito na lang. Kung may bumasa, good. Kung wala, okay lang. Dami kong sinabi.
